On this, the second warm day in a
row in the second week of April, we are assured that spring, at long last, has arrived.
I’ve removed the tree tape from the red maple sapling and have treated the buck
rub wounds with pruning spray in hopes that the deer will find some other place
to scratch their backs. The forsythia, oaks, maples, and black cherries are in bud,
though the ash and honeysuckle linger in their winter husks awhile longer.
Crocuses, daffodils, and bluebells are in bloom, and a breath of spring is felt
on the warm, gentle breeze.
My
thoughts turn now to treating the lawn once again. In years gone by I’d work
the length of the yard—front, sides, and back—row after row of raking, cutting,
seeding, and fertilizing, but now I have the luxury of hiring a landscaper to
manage those chores. It is a blessing, surely. Yet I notice once again the
shifting contours of the back lawn, a phenomenon that would astound me every
year as the grip of winter yielded to the softening spring. Amid the yard that
I had come to know so intimately—an outcrop of rock to the right of the
hemlock, a bit of thatch here, some moss there, bare patches where I’d cut back
the pachysandra, a deep green swath of grass over the septic fields—I’d see
some subtle changes in the topography of the yard. It was as if the rocks underground
were shifting in silent seismic undulations so that the landscape formed a new
and different terrain. Where once had been a little rise, the lawn lay level
now; where once a gentle rolling slope, a little knoll appeared; and there,
where the rain would puddle in a furrow beside the silver maple, it rolled down
the hill toward my neighbor’s yard.
What
are we to make of such reshaping of the earth, such shifting of the landscape
every year? Perhaps it's a metaphor of all that changes in Nature from
season to season, all that shifts silently, subtly, but certainly from year to
year. The trees are imperceptibly taller each spring, some sturdier, some
feebler, others more mottled with lichens or blight. Perennial plants nudge
their way through the soil reaching toward the sun, bloom for the season, then
fade and die. Annuals flourish in kaleidoscopic glory until, exhausted, they
spend themselves or succumb to the cool nights of an approaching autumn. The
lawns too have their cycles, from the lush greens of a wet spring to the dry
and brittle browns of the midsummer heat or the hibernation of late fall and
winter. Often we celebrate the joys that the season has to offer, but perhaps
more often we take them for granted, hardly noticing the changes as they come
to pass.
It
is like that, I think, with us too, in the subtle silent shifting of our own lives
from year to year. Oh sure, we live intensely all the seasons,
knowing full well “a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a
time to dance.” But we barely notice the seasons of our lives passing, hardly
notice most of the changes until they have come to pass. How could it be that
we are ten years out of college now? Or twenty? Or forty? When did our little
boys grow to be such fine young men? How is it that my wife and I approach our
42nd wedding anniversary this year? When, along the way, did my
beard become more gray than brown, and my joints begin to ache? It all happened
so quickly, it seems. "Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans,"
John Lennon told us. Perhaps we were too busy living our lives to listen. And so, in the fullness of time, we
grow a little older and a little wiser. Unlike the trees, we tend to stoop a
little more as the years proceed. But like the lawn, trees, and flowers that
keep growing anew each spring, we too greet the next season as it comes, changing
subtly as need be, but reaching—always reaching—toward the promise of the sun.
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